Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Elusive

Why can't I simply find unconditional love?

Poison

Can you not see your suspicions are poisoning the beautiful thing we once had?

I love you but you make it so hard.

You keep me at arms length and don't allow me to come near.

How can love survive this way?

Love is a tag-team event...I can't do this alone

Monday, June 13, 2011

Jealousy

I can't stand all you people being successful and happy.


A big thank you for those of you who have worse lives than me.


You make me feel good.


Which makes me feel like crap.

Excuses?

I've always believed that if I could just find an opportunity to fully deploy my immense intellect, I'd be wildly successful.

So why do I keep passing up these opportunities that come by?

What the hell?

Either Way, I Lose

Having ambition is killing me.

Losing my sense of ambition is also killing me.

It's not even a zero-sum game anymore.

It's Sad...

It's extremely sad to discover that I identify completely with Dr. Gregory House.

MINUS the genius part.

Which makes it sadder.

I think I'm miserable.